“My mother always told me I wouldn’t amount to anything because I procrastinate. I said, ‘Just wait’.”
Doing A Whole Lot Of Nothing
So I am here once again to apologise that I’ve not done a lot of writing. In fact I’m rush typing this so my scheduled posts don’t become to bare. But while I’m at it I might as well give you a quick update.
My sleep (as per usual) is all over the place. Last night I didn’t get to bed til 5am… so I guess that makes it this morning? Anyway. So that’s still a thing that is overshadowing most of the rest of my life at the moment. I have very little energy in the days and in the night my anxiety takes over and I can’t go to bed til I’m exhausted. So much fun.
I’m still in the middle of therapy for PTSD. I was hoping to write something up about it soonish but the task seems more and more daunting the further down the rabbit hole I go. I hope to one day be able to talk about this stuff openly as that will be a HUGE step for me. But alas, that step is a bit too much at the moment.
I’ve been trying to get back into playing games a bit recently as well and I’m having some good results. I have played the hell out of the new Fire Emblem game and I’ve been trying to get back into Star Wars: The Old Republic a bit since it has an expansion coming out next month. I really hope I can get back into my biggest hobby properly and soon. I’ve not been on the mic with my mates for ages and the longer it goes on the worse I feel about it, thus making it harder to go back on. Such a cruel mistress is anxiety.
Now I know I said I haven’t got much scheduled to go up on this site but that doesn’t mean I don’t have anything going on. I’ve got stuff on Mass Effect, Pokémon, Star Wars, Bohemian Rhapsody (movie), some great clips from cinema/games and a lot more. If I could just focus on one post at a time I’d probably find this easier but my brain doesn’t really work that way 😛 .
So yeh, please forgive another “apology” entry but I am trying to keep it all together and not break my streak. Keep your fingers crossed for me ❤ .
Until next time, remember to take care of yourselves. Peace.
I just finished watching Archer Season 10 and it ended with this great little montage of all the previous Season’s best bits.