“Error 404 sleep not found.”
I Miss Rest
So this is another of those excuse type posts that I do because I haven’t got the time or energy to do some proper thinking. This time it’s because of energy.
For the last two or three weeks I haven’t gone to bed before 6am except for one day where I was so ill I just sort of collapsed and HAD to sleep. Maybe if I remember to work up with it I can give a proper health update at some point but for now you’ll just have to accept that I’m just fucked.
Between the world being on fire, anxiety, depression, PTSD flashbacks, night terrors, suicidal thoughts, and an ever growing sense of dread… basically life can fuck off.
My partner accidentally hit me in the balls today, there’s something I didn’t think I’d share today. I’m so worn out that the bags under my eyes have bags under them. I have no idea how my partner has managed to put up with me during this pandemic… maybe that hit to the balls wasn’t on accident after all.
Anyway, hopefully I’ll have something better to share next week. Thanks for reading and I’ll see you all next time. Until then, remember to take care of yourselves. Peace.
A silly video I’m sure you’ve already seen.